Sweet Baby Kicks

Dear Jocey,

I'm thinking of you this morning as I often am. I swear I constantly worry and fret over you and your big brother because you mean so very much to me. You, Daddy, Boston and Snuggles are my entire world. I live and breath just to be with you.

It has been so wonderful lately to feel your sweet baby kicks. I love every tender kick. It reassures me that you are alive and thriving inside me even if I can't see you. I want nothing more than for you to arrive here safe and sound. I can't wait to hold you in my arms and take your beauty in.

I hope so much that I am giving you enough. I will admitt you have a very sleep deprived stressed out Mommy. I get up at 3am to do traffic and news for 3 local radio stations and a television station out of Rhode Island. I toss and turn during the night and Boston has always struggled with sleep. Between his cries and Snuggles whines to be let outside I sneak by on very little shut eye and I hope dearly that this isn't effecting you. I'm giving this lifestyle up after you are born because I think you and Boston deserve a fun-loving attentive Mommy instead of a walking zombie.

I want to teach you about how important it is to be a good Mommy. I don't want you to ever put a frivilous thing like a career ahead of raising beautiful children. I've made that mistake to a certain degree and I want you to know that I sincerely plan on changing my ways. Motherhood is the most devine calling on this earth and I am more proud to be called Mommy over being on the radio anyday.

I want to give you so much. I can't wait to start decorating your room and I daydream of dressing you in shades of pink and beautiful bows with painted nails and dazzling bracelets. I love you sweet baby girl. You are another answer to my prayers and you make our family so complete.

Love Always and Forever,
Mommy